Hello Family,
Blessings, love, and peace to you and your family.
Blessings, love, and peace to you and your family.
I'm wondering and wondering why I am the way that I am.
Why do I do the things that I do. Is the answer because this the personality that God gave me. The character and the characteristics that stand out are God given. The gift and the attitude of a servant. Is that my lot in life? One who will work for no reward or recognition. One that will give wholeheartedly. One that will give to anyone regardless of age, race, finances, education, gender or religion. Am I a servant or am I a fool? There's been times when I tried not to be in the servant role. I usually don't escape it, because my eyes and heart always take me to the situation where I am to serve. I know I can't help everybody solve every problem that they have, but I am here to do my part. I have to be directed by the Holy Spirit on who to help or not. It's hard because, my heart is tugged on to help, even my enemies. Sometimes people are suspicious of me and wonder what I'm really after when I treat them kind and do good deeds for them, for no reason. That is my cross in life to bear, we all have them. It's never going to change, because I'll always meet new people and do more good deeds. People may not trust me and think ain't nobody that nice. Maybe I won't have to bear this cross forever, but if I do it's ok. Wondering, am I a good servant.
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It is exhausting to be yourself and to try to be the person that you Think other people want you to be.
It's exhausting trying to be the perfect role model to all people all of the time. It's exhausting to think that the bad decisions that people, close to you, make is a reflection on your character. It's exhausting to think you are responsible for the way other people choose to live. Plus, is it fair for you to believe that you are responsible for some's happiness? It's exhausting to worry about what people think about you. That's not your business, but theirs. It's exhausting to live your life doing things that you don't want to do to make someone else happy. All the while making you miserable. Just be yourself. This poor creature got into a situation that he or she couldn't get out of. Are you in a situation that you feel like you're stuck in? There is a solution and a way out. You just have to fight. Sometimes the fight is long and hard, but you can get out.
Are you stuck? Keep fighting, pushing and striving to free yourself. At times we all have rocky roads to walk. You can still grow, even with the rocks present. THERE IS SO MUCH FOR YOU TO DO AND SEE, SO DON'T STOP! |